my brain - feeding again...
So helpless in sorrow, longing for
reprisal - slipping away...
and life itself, I hate...
My infirmity hiding beneath
the dreams - put in the grave.
But torn apart, I lie
Obsessed with torment, immoral bend
Yeah! every night I die.
I drowse awakened, like a fucking slave!
Cleanse my body, from the suicide stain.
Just close your eyes - and let me go away...
tormented by your sins.
Cold inside, striving to cry again
needles under my skin.
cutting me deep inside.
Scourge the eyes, mortify soul so fine
but end my life tonight.
Darkness - bury me in thy filthy tomb...
accept my offering!
Quickly release me from this world, and
receive truth sickening!
devouring my life.
Awakening has destroyed it all
I will not die tonight!