the student nurses are making a lot of noise,
their voices echo from the bare tiles walls...
I improvise a fainting fit: "I cannot bare these voices anymore...!"
has hurt herself - or did she get hurt ?- something 'bout her back...
oh, does she need a new one?
Torso-less she onlydoes consist of legs...
much like a crushed little cross, a tiny crucifix.
so cautiously she's stalking now across the palm of my right hand,
merely a thin branch in the wind,
touching the wound... where i had cut my finger.
carries out theoperation, for which i don't have the knowledge.
one day everyone here must fulfil this very task alone,
as it's the only way to learn... and in the end become a master...
yes, this means responsibility,
and it's connected directly to stress and fear.
that is decorated like a forest, all with thicket and fir trees...
and right beside the flashing lights and displays of the instruments.
"climb down his tail, as if it were a rope!
have faith and confidence, believe that he will hold you!"
but the elephant is not anchored in the ground,
yes, he might have the will to remain in position,
perhaps doing everything within his power to hold me,
not to slip and fall himself...
but in my opinion this is hardly enough.
can this be a question of trust, at all ?!?
into the tunnel ... - a man, who has already passes the elephant-test, says:
"fear must be conquered, boy!
many of what comes up are merely old fears of death!
- The Encoded Cloister
- Backbone Practise
- Idleness & Consequence
- Beyond The Wall Of Sleep
- Hearse-shaped Basins Of D..
- Interlude - The Quiet Ear..
- We Have A Dog To Exercise
- The Lion's Promise
- Leeches & Deception
- The Skeletal Garden
- Feed The Birds
- Consolatrix Has Left The ..
- Day Of The Dead